Hard to press on when the memories remember me.

I miss you so much it fucking kills me. Only because I know I shouldn’t miss you.

Everyone says this will get better. But how can you let something go, if you really don’t want to let it go.

That’s the hardest part of it all. After all the bullshit, I still feel like I need you. Want you. And it doesn’t feel wrong. But the situation itself is wrong.

It’s such a fucking shame you don’t give a shit. You would think that would make things even easier.


Fuck man. Fuck.

Tags: personal

thoughts-of-a-hip-hop-junkie:

The Weeknd - Kiss Land
Here is the title track from The Weeknd’s upcoming album.

thoughts-of-a-hip-hop-junkie:

The Weeknd - Kiss Land

Here is the title track from The Weeknd’s upcoming album.

You’re the same old song.

You’re the same old song.

Tags: personal

Anonymous asked: 1-47 go

Damn thug. I like yo style haha. Here goes nothin’.

1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend? -I do. But everything is telling me right now is unfortunately not my time.

2.When did your last hug take place? -About 20 minutes ago.

3.Are you a jealous person? -On a scale of 1-10, I would say I’m a out a 2, sometimes 3. Everyone gets jealous of something. And if they deny it, they are full of shit.

4.Are you tired right now? -Not really, no.

5.Do you chew on your straws? -Always.

6.Have you ever been called a tease? -Only in a jokingly manner.

7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? -Not that I can recall.

8.Do you cry easily? -Lately, absolutely. I’m a fuckfest of nostalgic feelings that I can’t always control haha. But, I’m workin’ on it.

9.What should you be doing right now? -Not a damn thing.

10.Are you a heavy sleeper? -Most times.

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months? -Absolutely.

12.Are you mad at someone right now? -Unfortunately. But, as always I am working on it.

13.Do you believe in love? -Absolutely.

14.What makes you laugh no matter what? Corny jokes.

15.Who was the last person you talked to? -My homie Logan.

16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like? -You aren’t human if you don’t. At least for the first stage of the relationship/liking.

17.Will you get married? -Only time will tell friend. I do want to, though.

18.When was the last time you smiled? -About 20 minutes ago.

19.Does anyone like you? -There is that possibility. But who fuckin’ know haha.

20.Do you secretly like someone? -I do. And it isn’t a secret.

21.Who was the first person you talked to today? -Technically it was a mix of Zachary, Katie, Robert, and or Logan.

22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? -Pretty much anyone who is in my life right now. Now shady friends. Just right homies.

23.What are you NOT looking forward to? -Summer. I hate that bitch.

24.What ARE you looking forward to? -Winter. I love that bitch.

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it? -Yes. And I highly doubt it.

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do? -I have no business being anything but happy for him.

27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year? -Nope. Gotta get my shit straight first.

28.Are you a forgiving person? -Most definitely.

29.How many TRUE friends do you have? -More than 5, less than 10. I keep my friends close knit.

30.Do you fall for people easily? -Definitely no.

31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend? -Nah man, that’s hella shady.

32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth? -My retainers, man.

33.Who was the last person you drove with? -My sister.

34.How late did you stay up last night and why? -3ish I believe. Because I don’t like wasting evenings when I have days off. And I couldn’t stop watching Supernatural haha.

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you? -In a heartbeat. I need a change.

36.Who was the last person you took a picture of? -Myself. No shame.

37.Can you live a day without TV? -Absolutely.

38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? -March 4th until present day.

39.Three names you go by.. -Megan or Meg. That’s it.

40.Are you currently in a relationship? -No.

41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie? -Purple Rain.

42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? -I believe everyone has their other half. But I wouldn’t necessarily call it a “soul mate.”

43.What’s your current problem? -I bitch about shit too much instead of changing it. I need to stop that shit.

44.Have you ever had your heart broken? -Until March 4th, I could have answered this as no.

45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships? -If you want it, you should do anything to make it work.

46.How many kids do you want to have? -Ideally, 2.

47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them? -Not really.

ask me

  • 1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
  • 2.When did your last hug take place?
  • 3.Are you a jealous person?
  • 4.Are you tired right now?
  • 5.Do you chew on your straws?
  • 6.Have you ever been called a tease?
  • 7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
  • 8.Do you cry easily?
  • 9.What should you be doing right now?
  • 10.Are you a heavy sleeper?
  • 11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
  • 12.Are you mad at someone right now?
  • 13.Do you believe in love?
  • 14.What makes you laugh no matter what?
  • 15.Who was the last person you talked to?
  • 16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
  • 17.Will you get married?
  • 18.When was the last time you smiled?
  • 19.Does anyone like you?
  • 20.Do you secretly like someone?
  • 21.Who was the first person you talked to today?
  • 22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
  • 23.What are you NOT looking forward to?
  • 24.What ARE you looking forward to?
  • 25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
  • 26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
  • 27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
  • 28.Are you a forgiving person?
  • 29.How many TRUE friends do you have?
  • 30.Do you fall for people easily?
  • 31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?
  • 32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
  • 33.Who was the last person you drove with?
  • 34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
  • 35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
  • 36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
  • 37.Can you live a day without TV?
  • 38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
  • 39.Three names you go by..
  • 40.Are you currently in a relationship?
  • 41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
  • 42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
  • 43.What’s your current problem?
  • 44.Have you ever had your heart broken?
  • 45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
  • 46.How many kids do you want to have?
  • 47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
I’m, Mr. Solo Dolo.

I’m, Mr. Solo Dolo.

Tags: personal

I found a monster in me when I lost my cool.

I don’t know why it’s so hard for me to let you go. That fucking bothers me so much.


Just help me understand what the fuck happened.

Tags: personal

hip-hop-lifestyle:

Rock The Bells 2013 Line-Up (Confirmed ODB & Eazy-E Holograms)

(via hiphoplaboratory)