May 2013
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Not really into kisses that lead into nothing.
I remember when you would count down the days and hours until you saw me. When you would tell me you couldn’t wait to kiss me and have me to yourself.
That young stage seems so long ago. I’d much rather have this stage, than any other one. For the simple fact that I know this is real. What we say is real. We are adults, and not kids.
What happened was real. We can never deny...
I feel summer creepin' in and I'm tired of this...
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Somethings gotta give.
Yuma is my heart and soul. I never want to leave this place. But, everything inside me is telling me I need to get out. I need to move. Start something new.
I’ve been stuck for 4 years now. And I have nothing to show for it. This year alone sucks far more than any other year I have had to experience in my life.
Something needs to happen. Soon.
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Leave it alone.
People make great assumptions about me. I talk a lot, but no one knows anything about me really. They know what’s going on in my current situations. But nothing more. I’m not sure if it is because they simply don’t want to know, or if they just don’t realize that they really don’t know anything about me.
I’m suppose to be a best friend. You can’t have...
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Sympathy caring.
I never ask for help. Even when I need it most.
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I wouldn't have shown you any love.
I don’t think you would be able to last one day with the things I am feeling now. You would drive yourself crazy with all the hurt and love, all at the same time.
I don’t believe you will ever be able to fully understand just how much you meant to me.
Fuck it though. I can’t change anything.
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Hard to press on when the memories remember me.
I miss you so much it fucking kills me. Only because I know I shouldn’t miss you.
Everyone says this will get better. But how can you let something go, if you really don’t want to let it go.
That’s the hardest part of it all. After all the bullshit, I still feel like I need you. Want you. And it doesn’t feel wrong. But the situation itself is wrong.
It’s such...
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Anonymous asked: 1-47 go
ask me
1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
2.When did your last hug take place?
3.Are you a jealous person?
4.Are you tired right now?
5.Do you chew on your straws?
6.Have you ever been called a tease?
7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
8.Do you cry easily?
9.What should you be doing right now?
10.Are you a heavy sleeper?
11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
12.Are you mad at someone right now?
13.Do you believe in love?
14.What makes you laugh no matter what?
15.Who was the last person you talked to?
16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
17.Will you get married?
18.When was the last time you smiled?
19.Does anyone like you?
20.Do you secretly like someone?
21.Who was the first person you talked to today?
22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
23.What are you NOT looking forward to?
24.What ARE you looking forward to?
25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
28.Are you a forgiving person?
29.How many TRUE friends do you have?
30.Do you fall for people easily?
31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?
32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
33.Who was the last person you drove with?
34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
37.Can you live a day without TV?
38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
39.Three names you go by..
40.Are you currently in a relationship?
41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
43.What’s your current problem?
44.Have you ever had your heart broken?
45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
46.How many kids do you want to have?
47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
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I found a monster in me when I lost my cool.
I don’t know why it’s so hard for me to let you go. That fucking bothers me so much.
Just help me understand what the fuck happened.
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Dear December, I miss you.
The days start to become shorter, nights feel like they are never ending. The air becomes crisp and skin piercingly cold, but it never hurts. It’s more of a comfortable, and incredibly familiar feeling that we can never get enough of, and always forget just how much we enjoy it.
Waking up a few hours earlier just to go out into the living room with my comforter and pillows. All the windows open...
“The best way to get over someone is by turning them into literature.”
– (via s-sweatshirt)
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9 mini vans.
I have some pretty incredible friends. Well, incredible doesn’t even begin to cover it, but I will leave it at that just for better understanding.
I always have a constant missing of certain people. But it isn’t a bummed out kind of miss all the time, just some times. It’s more of a void I can’t fill.
I sometimes don’t catch on to how much a person really means...
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Dear Meg,
Don’t let your bitterness of everything going on get the best of you this weekend. There are more positives than negatives in this equation. Focus on those, and you will be alright.
Fuck the people who hurt you. Just keep pushing forward.
Sincerely, Meg.
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Perks of being a wallflower.
I just finished this book. It is now a favorite.
I feel infinite.
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Break the ice.
I am always extremely grateful for my best friend. He understands me and all the bullshit I carry with me. We are the same person, on two different levels. I wouldn’t want it any other way.
I always forget how much I miss him until we are face to face. This may not seem like a strange thing, since I miss a lot of people on a daily basis. But, with my best friend it’s different. I...
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It's a bad religion...
I miss the night you woke me up, and we laid face to face on the bed. Laid so close, that I could subtly feel every exhale you made, gently on the top of my head. Your right arm resting on my hip, while your left hand played in my hair. The little noises you would make, telling me you wanted more. Kissing me lightly, but it feeling so deep. Feeling you in my arms, rubbing your side slightly...
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For you.
I don’t even know where to start with you. With this. For months, we (I) tried to make things work for us. Everyone thought I was crazy, but you were different. Something about you was special, to me.
You had your faults and unfortunate bad habits that I was hoping you would alter. But that seemed to be too much to ask. But, I still got caught up.
We defined what we are (were) finally and it...
“Don’t confuse my personality with my attitude. My personality is who I am. My...”
– Frank Ocean (via bluebiird)
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You say you want me, but I remember who you are.
I never wanted to let you know just how much you really hurt me. I just played it cool and went on with my days as though nothing ever happened. Never gave the situation the satisfaction of being right. It just hurt too much. I wanted to care for you and be there for you, more than I could as a friend. You made me believe I could. But then took it away when you found that window of opportunity. I...
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Never mix friendship with pleasure.
I don’t want to have any feelings tied to you anymore.
I just want to be.
April 2013
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I just wanna watch Enter the Dragon.
And hang out all night.
Simplicity has never been this hard.
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The only expectation I have in people, is for them...
That’s hard to come by these days.
The difficult part is, I can tell when a person is full of shit from the second the lies leave their lips. Sometimes, I let them have the satisfaction of the lies. Just because it’s all they want in life. Is for someone to believe them.
This makes me a horrible, but nice person. Which is the worst thing that can happen.
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